Hello Gentle Reader,
It’s the small ceremonies – the little rituals – they’ve all been abandoned. True change is inevitable, but that doesn’t mean its always warranted. Some virtues needed to hit the rubbish pile. They were cruel. Generosity and kindness never need to be concealed in barbwire. The old excuse, the firmly held belief: ‘cruel to be kind,’ overpromised the benefits, if there were any. Still, it was routinely prescribed and administered without protest. There are others, however, cast out all the same. For no apparent reason. Out of fashion they say. Out of step with the times. What are the times though now? Now days everyone zips along. They zig and zag without fail, stop, or break. Hurried whirlwinds they rush through. It’s difficult to imagine if the day passes them by or if they overtake the day. Time is finite, true, but still their itineraries never cease. Today everyone seems to live and work towards a series of metrics which measures and track the trajectory of their life. Can’t imagine what for. Life inevitably ends at one destination. How you get there and what kind of life you lead before hand, now there’s the testament to a life lived and time spent. Though, there is merit in the perspective, if you have no idea where you’re going or no destination in mind, you’ll never get there; however, it’s difficult to cede that packing one’s day with activities, errands, meetings, and events is any more productive. Time not wasted, does not constitute time well spent. Then there is summer. A youthful season. Tax free is how Carol Shields once described the season of sun. This summer was on course to be another punisher. A drought inducer. May didn’t bloom or blossom gradually. It ignited. Spring was immolated on the pyre, the ashes swept away. Though June and July changed their tunes. Meteorologists – who only prior cautioned that it would be another punishing scorcher – lamented, how the recent bout of wet weather had made it a ‘bummer summer.’ On such a evening, a few days ago, a thunderstorm pushed through. The wind wet with the downpour lashed at the siding. Rain washed down the windows. The marvelous tip tap of water pelting on the roof, flinging itself against the windowpane. Thunder bellowed, while lighting strobed above and through the clouds, and bolts of lightning feathered undertow. The day itself was soaked grey with on and off again showers. An evening storm capped the day off with unexpected, though brilliant force. Tea is rarely served during the summer. Who wants to bother with a warm drink when it’s a scorcher outside? But as the rain bared down and the thunder continued its arguments, a cup of tea became an apt accompaniment with an evening closed up indoors. At which point I began to wonder: whatever happened to these small ceremonies; those little rituals of no importance? When as a society did, we begin to stop eating a proper meal at a table? Enjoying a cup of coffee or tea? Not on the go or in transit, but just together in each others company, be it at home or in a café. The joys of life; the beauty of the world; come not from the continued unrelenting forced march forward, but when one excuses themselves to an otherwise nondescript corner and retires, whereby they can take in the scenery. One such writer who presents himself as being routinely unconcerned with the aggressive upwelling rush and push, is the late French writer, Christian Bobin.
Christian Bobin is that otherwise uniquely French writer. Where English language publishers are concerned with the taxonomy of what a book is. There are the top-level concerns from which everything can be atomized and specified further down. Everything is rendered and distilled to its most essential components, whereby it can be lumped together with like minded books of form or genre or preoccupation. There’s no room for back-and-forth indecisiveness. No time for this or that. Everything needs to be defined. It must have a concrete certainty of what it is. There is no room for ambiguity. Yet, a writer like Christian Bobin defies this logic. Described as a poet one moment and then essayist the next. Logically then they conclude, he is a prose poet. And yet, no. Bobin’s writing is too palpable, lacking the prose poems untethered concerns with reality, willingly detaching itself to drift away chasing a vacant thought, running its course to a vapid end, and getting lost in some fantasy. While in turn, Bobin has no concern for narrative or character. If these are essays, they certainly don’t read as such. They’re too elusive, and they do not behave or appear to operate in the way readers have inevitably introduced and oriented to the form. Bobin’s supposed essays pay no mind to the rules; the very scripture readers have been instructed to abide by. As readers first encounter the essay as students in academic or educational environments. Ah yes, academia, the lamprey. Oh, how it enjoys to suck the life and blood out of an interest. From the cabinet and the tireless arsenal of academic tools, the essay is the tried and true. Even the word itself: essay, elicits responses of annoyance, exhaustion, and exasperation. It is a medium of tedium. Rather than a vibrant literary form of its own merit. Unsurprising though. The essay, in all its forms – be it report or review or article – is thrust upon students, and like all education is followed up with red ink, criticisms, and a subpar evaluation. Despite being the least defined in form, pedagogy appropriated its malleable structure to educate and inform students of the mechanics of academic writing requirements; be it positional papers, argumentative or persuasive proofs, exercises in polemics or rhetorics. It is the form required for them to stake out their position, define their thesis, argue and defend their propositions, and conclude concisely. The essay is never introduced to students as a form of endearment; it’s a vehicle to drill, prescribe and administer. The essay is the wet stone in which students sharpen their pens. Crueller educators and teachers serve it up with a gravy of punitive inclination. Unfortunately for the essay, the form of Montaigne and many great writers – Ronald Blythe, Thomas de Quincy, George Orwell, Virgina Woolf – are left to be neglected, as the term, essay, induces an unpleasant cold sweat Pavlovian response. Thankfully, Christian Bobin’s meditative lyrical essays are not cut and dry pieces of observational and evidential text. They’re too impressionistic. In a manner similar to watercolour paintings with their mercurial appeal, they flirt with the ephemeral, the play between light and shadow, and the cross-pollination between the two. This explains why many then define Bobin as a poet, as his writings often present themselves having been transcribed by a writer who enjoys the quiet luxuries of being lost with the fairies, or just day dreaming in contemplation by some window or in a quiet corner. Perhaps this is why, the English publisher was quick to add to his titles “I Never Dared Hope for You,” and “A Little Party Dress,” the subtitle: lyric essays. This way, potential readers won’t be turned off by the thought of having to decipher and decrypt poetry, while also being spared the punishing reminder and rod of the essay of their primary and secondary education.
“I Never Dared Hope for You,” is composed of eleven lyrical essays. They wax and wane, but patient readers will be whisked away in the generous ever flowing prose of Christian Bobin’s work, which refuses to commit either poetry or essay; which is why Bobin’s writing is best captured by the French’s simple shrug as they call it le fragment, whereby it can exist on its own conditions unconcerned and unbothered with the fussiness of definition. The first piece, “A letter to the light that lingered in streets of Le Creusot, in France, on Wednesday, December 16, 1992, at around two o’clock in the afternoon,” frames itself as a letter, capturing as best as it can, the delicate fleeting light of a December afternoon. As in the case of all winter light, this one also occupies a fragile state, on the precipice of being extinguished, lost to the onslaught of an early night and darkness that only winter harbours. Bobin’s attempt to capture the afternoon light of a December day, is the genesis for a meditation on the nature of hope and the entrapment and consequence of melancholy. In another piece, “Passing Through Images,” Christian Bobin turns towards the subject of nothing. Not in some philosophical nihilistic lecture. No, its a meditation on the aimlessness, the emptiness of the day, the “vanishing presence,” of a life ensnared by its allure:
“It’s stronger than you: you have to turn down a considerable number of invitations just to preserve a thing that is best described by the word “nothing,”: doing nothing, saying nothing, almost being nothing. it’s where you discover the subtle heart of time, pumped by nothing of blood in your veins. It’s a border state that is vital to you, a thin line of nothing, by glance at the day’s sky, for example, from the bed where you lie, an active invalid doing nothing in your far niente of writing: a transparent light. A blue without density.”
In the same meditation, Bobin reflects loosely on Peter Handke’s novel, “The Afternoon of a Writer,” which aptly describes the premise of the book, being about: the afternoon of a writer; but also, how the writer is a creature anxious and concerned that he is losing his literary abilities and his relationship with the world, as the relationship is framed within a literary context. Christian Bobin praises the novels’ contemplation; the disregard and demand for narrative, plot, story, character driven exercises, and just marvel at the exceptional nothingness of an afternoon; the minutia of everyday life, its sights, sounds, the lighting; all the backdrop of life that is disregarded as background noise, ambience, or inconsequential texture. It is there in the periphery where Christian Bobin thrives, his essays or fragments sail through, delighting in the profundity of the everyday, celebrating the pleasures of solitude, reflecting on the glorious nature of love, railing against the ubiquitousness of evil, propagated further by television and news reports.
“I Never Dared Hope for You,” in a fashion similar to “A Little Party Dress,” proves that Christian Bobin is a tonic of a writer. A masterful writer of contemplation; with a poet’s sensibilities for design, coupled with the architectural elements of prose, Christian Bobin explores the sensations, the bewilderment, the extraordinary realities of life, and the profound beauty of the quotidian. While his work may at times be refracted through the lens of Catholicism, Bobin’s work is never verse and chapter, or static scripture. Its celebratory. Even during those bittersweet moments. Those wistful scenes; the fleeting instances where youth is now retired to memory; where hope and joy is but a flutter and flicker of light straining through the endless grey. Christian Bobin’s talent remains apparent in his ability to vacillate between poetic introspection and essayistic delivery. A truly remarkable – albeit underappreciated writer in English – it is no wonder why Bobin and his work is cherished in France. For all the rush forward and through everything, meeting milestones and checking boxes, Christian Bobin is a writer who celebrates days without an agenda or an itinerary. Days vacant, vapid, and filled with the emptiness and small ceremonies, that are required to allow an individual to wander, dream, and reacquaint themselves with the world anew.
Take Care
And As Always
Stay Well Read